What is Your Heart's Desire?

I used to believe in scarcity. All I wanted to dosinful people trying to be spiritual. It is a big sin to
was to have freedom for writing and expressingdeny our divine origin and our uniqueness; it is as if
my soul, find the way to support my dream andwe refused to recive life the universe gave us.
make my dream come true.Life is not all aboutThe universe gave us life as present and at the
making money but it does make life moresame time it made us responsible to create our
comfortable.What is Your Heart´s Desire?life into a unique one. It also gave us skills and
Would you like to stay at home and paint?means to make our life into the most beautiful
Would you like to take long walks in the naturepossible. Our gesture of gratitude for the universe
and then go swimming in the clear lake?is to celebrate our uniqueness and brighten our
Would you like to go fly-fishing?light the brightest one possible, our colors and
Would you like to go on the safari?dance the most passionate and deepest ones
Would you like to pamper yourself in the spa?Ipossible. Then we can feel fully alive.When we find
was raised up in the religious family with twelvea connection with ourselves, we find the
siblingsconnection with our creativity, from which we are
and learned to believe in scarcity. I wanted toborn. We get friends and guides on our path, and
find abundancethey bring joy to us. We get support for our way
which is not only material wealthtowards the fulfillment of our heart's desires. We
but also abundance in all area of life.It issee the wonders in us and around us maybe for
creativity.It is sexual fulfilment.It is spirituality.It isthe first time. We understand the real purpose of
health.It is intimacy.It is healthy relationship.It islife: love. When we embrace fully ourselves, we
connection with the nature.It is not only freedomoffer home for all parts of our being: mind, spirit
from the life style which is not satisfying - work,and body, all what there is in us. Then we are not
commuting to work, addictions, difficulties in thefighting against ourselves or trying to repress
relationships - but also freedom for doingsome part of us.We realize that we are walking
something that you always dreamed of.I travelledon the path meant for us, when the things start
all around the world and lived in twelve differentto happen in the right order. First small and then
countriesbigger miracles start manifesting in our life. There
And was taught by several appreciated guru'sis a spark of magic in our life. We may for
but finally found a half a guru inside of myself.Sheinstance think of our friend who we did not hear
knew that all she wanted to do was to havefor many years, and then the very same day
freedom for writing and expressing her soul.Ishe calls us. The misracles take place if we do not
needed to find the way to support my dreampass them indifferently but wonder them and
and commit myself to change the outerthank the universe for creating our wishful
circumstances in my life so that they would helpthoughts into the physical form. We have to sniff
me to make my dream come true.I moved fromand investigate everything curiously like a poppy,
the city apartment to the countryside close toand continue even if we sometimes push our
the nature, forest and a big lake. I go walkingnose into a spiky bush. We know that the
every other day and do stretching and Pilatestreasure will be found, when we just keep our
every other day. I eat healthy food but alsoeyes and ears open and keep looking. We need
indulge myself every now and then with chocolateto wonder and celebrate everything we see, and
and glass of wine. I allowed myself finally to havethank, thank, thank for all the miracles.Don't we
a loving husband and stopped running away fromever grow so big that we stop wondering the
all the good things in life.WONDER AND STARTperfect beauty of raindrops, clear tone of
FOLLOWING YOUR INNER GUIDANCEDo youbirdsinging and smell of cut grass? When we invite
want to live like everything is a wonder or nothingour wondering child gently back to our life, our life
is a wonder to you? Do you want to stay livingis funnier and colors of our days brighter than in
familiar, numbing and safe life, which is similar withthe role of a serious adult. Do you still remember
everyone else's life or do you want to walk onwhat was the favorite game of your childhood?
your own path, full of miracles?As children we allDid it happen to be "Ten sticks on board" as
were fully alive and present. We were curious andmine? I still remember how it felt when I out of
wondered our surroundings, we found constantlybreath and heart beating managed to hide in the
something new also in the familiar things,middle of the bush so that nobody could find
something that make us enthusiastic and mademe.One lifetime is not enough for discovering all
our imagination fly. I lost our sense of time, whenthe wonders inside and outside of us. In the
we plundged to count the points at the back ofmovie "The Last Samurai" the only samurai alive
the ladybird or made conecows or swam happilyguessed that his time to leave this world was not
on the swimming ring made from tractor's innerfar away. Still he serene, because he had lived his
tube. Whn we grew up we rejected newlife following his standards: he had served the
experiences, landscapes and insights. We isolatedEmperor, practised fencing, meditated in the
ourselves into our small world and asked wheretemple, taken care of his dead brother's family.
did we lose our playfulness and imagination. WeHe held a pink flower of a chrerry tree in his
miss them, because without them we do not feelhand, looked at it ans said: "If I had all my life just
fully alive. We need to be children and adults atbeen watching this flower, it would have been
the same time and move towards our dreamsenough to make my life complete, as complete
regardless of our fear. We do not feel alive unlessas this flower."A single flower is complete and
we dare to search and experiment ourhundreds of flowers blossoming together are
uniqueness despite of the fact that ourcomplete, and not the splendour of one flower
uniqueness makes us sometimes also lonely.Deepmakes another flower any dimmer. We too are
inside we all remember what is the flowing life andperfectly beautiful when have opened to fully
passion of existence like, because we were allblossom, and nobody else's splendour dims our
born to this world fully alive, ecstatic beings. Oursplendor. The only way to know what our
soul, body and mind were all one. We werejourney could be like is to embark on the journey.
perfectly beautiful beings, and did not question ourIt is better to talk less and do more, because
beauty. But then already in our early years ouralready a single act os more powerful expression
mind, body and soul were torn apart, theof our intention than a thousand wise theories.
suffering caused by separation started. We lostIdleness and indifference are abandoning God's
the connection between our mind, soul and body,generosity and undermining our skills, and they will
and lost the connection with our inner being.kill us alive before we have begun to live. That's
Because that connection is the foundation of ourwhy every crisis, which we survive, is better than
happiness, we suffer if we are missing it.stagnancy. Our crises strengthen us and help us
The separation of our body, mind and soul is theunderstand, how rich and beautiful life is, and what
origin of all suffering, our deep wound. All of themthe waste is to worry about meaningless
are meant for one body, oneness, divine beingthings.We have given only limited time on the
that from its own perfect oneness reachesearth and we cannot know when our time is
towards the oneness of the university, andover. That's why we need to live each day fully,
becomes one with it. This oneness we miss. Weas if it was the only day left. We have to use all
search for it everywhere outside of us withoutour senses. We have to quieten to listen to
knowing, what we search for. Searching oursidewhispering of our inner being. When we tune in to
of us is futile, because oneness is already withinreceive the message sfrom our angels, we can
us. We only need to see and understand that inhear, how they remind us that the purpose of
order to let go of the illusion of separation.Ourour life is to love and be compassionate toeards
mind is only storage of the learned opinions andothers and ourselves.
beliefs, which our body moves around. WhenWhen we have found our inner truth, we can
body and mind do not communicate with eachalways listen to its voice by praying or meditating.
other, our body functions only as a vehicle for ourOur inner being and God have both always known
intelligence. It has been taken away its originala truth about us, because there is no
purpose to give us pleasure and intepretate ouruntruthfulness in our being. While praying we can
feelings. Then life juice compresses our a drop byalways relive our past the way it has been, we
drop and body gets pale and dry, until there iscan be naked without selfdeception, rejection or
only a pile of bones and flesh left, body wherelies. We can again need, feel and think the things
nothing moves, no emotions, thoughts orwe did not dare to need, feel or think earlier. In
spirit.Without a connection with our soul we livethat way we free ourselves to live this
dry and unnourished life. Soul is a channel for lovemoment.We have to keep our energy body clean
to come to our life, so without sonnection withand avoid all poisonous things, which threaten our
our soul we do not experience live and haveliving space. We can do it by consciously avoiding
feeling of the deeper meaning of life. We miss thenegative people; the ones who cultivate anxiety,
taste of life: we miss emotions and their nuances;shame, anger, depression, fear, complaining,
we miss ecstasy and joy of existence. We livemoaning, apathy, stress, worry or guilt. When we
numb and melancolic, our life is flat and nothingencounter with an angry person, we can breath
touches us. Nothing gets us to ecstasy anddeeplt, send him friendly and loving thoughts and
nothing makes us cry from pain. Our being isleave without a clash. Part of our selfcare is that
stagnant, musty and heavy. With the oneness ofwe allow into our energy field only those people
all our parts we live in the hell on the earth,who bring love, peace and higher spiritual energy
anxious and sad. We have bottomless hunger andinto our life. When we live in a quiet and clean
enourmous longing, which cannot be satiesfied byenvironment and foster pace, we protect
the biggest amounts of food, alcohol, sex orourselves from attacks of the persons
drugs. When we are split on ourselves, we cannotrepresenting the lower energy levels. Then we
experience oneness with the universe. Then wecan concentrate on our growth. When we clean
miss both its wisdom and limitless resources.It isour environment we search for higher spiritual
possible to bring our soul and body back to life,energy and invite God into our life. In that way all
because we already have all the knowledgethe communication between others and us is
needed for that. We have bottomless wosdom,actually about relatioship between our God and us.
although it might not feel like that. By quietingAnd although we have rejected God and turned
down and listening to our delicate inner whispering,our backs to Him and often only in distress
we can get answers for all our questions. We getremember His existence, He is ready to help us
guidance, if we promise to follow the instructionsalways when we receive His help.Our own energy
we receive. If we do not listen to delicateis our connection with our guiding angel who
whispering of our inner being, it may startspeaks us through our intuition and sensations of
screaming. Our subconscious may create aour body. We can talk to her and ask questions
situation into our life, where we are forced toand requests. We can turn to her always when
stop listening and cahnging the direction of our lifewe need more clarity into our life or always when
or we may lose our chance to happy life. Thoughwe want company or creative inspiration. When
we lost everything tangible - as I did -, we getwe trust our ideas and let our emotions to guide
much more instead, when we find ourselves.us in our life, we do not have to try to control
When we win our resistance and reject theeverything with our intelligence. Our lifes gets
misleading outside information, we get to dig intoclearer and events, things and people just happen
our inner being, and we will always have ato us all in the right place and in right time. When
refreshing, healing spring, unstoppable babbling ofwe follow our own truth, we are real, powerful
cleaning water. There we can go to restand freely expressive, divine beings.
whenever we like to.Life is not all about making money but it does
Our soul is more valuable than all the treasuresmake life more comfortable.
of the world all together. It is delicate andAnd opens doors to different possibilities of
untouched, pure and deep part of our being. Inself-growth and adventure.
the roots of the inner rainbow of emotions thereBut one needs to find the way to cultivate his
is unmeasurably valuable treasure: our deepestdreams
being, we ourselves. It is our connection with theComfortably. So that one lives following his
infinite wisdom of the universe and all the unvisible.heart's desire
It does not cling onto thoughts, objects or peopleWhich certainly is not to work like crazy and
but lives purely from joy and beauty. Its lifeforcewake up too late in life and
is love and its fuel is emotions, from which it canRealize that life has gone without participating in
create limitlessly whatever we can imagine. Ourit, without enjoying it fully, with all the senses, by
body is a doorway to the secret garden of ourseeing, smelling, feeling, hearing, tasting, using one's
being. If we submit our body to be only a vehicleintuition.I am happy that I am living in the time of
of our brains, we close the door to our secretinternet which gives me possibility to work from
garden and prevent us from finding a valuablehome, to stay in touch with positive energy of
treasure.We have to find the key to the door ofenergetic people and provide my living by working
our secret garden, and we may find it whilejust an hour or two a day. I am a creative soul
weeding the grounds of our heart. We have tobut I long to use my creativity in writing and
have courage to make our hands dirty and startdancing. I am grateful that other people have
digging the ground of our heart, because before itinvented powerful tools to benefit from the
has been plowed and weeded, new seeds cannotpower of the internet. It reaches millions of people
be planted. We need to get rid of all "Yes, but..."all around the world. I do not need to travel to
and "If we are realistic..." and "Let's behear the teaching of others and spend my time in
reasonable...." - weeds frm preventing our dreamthe airplane and crowded traffic. I am able to
to grow. After that we need to take care of thestay at home and use my vacations to go to the
sprouting seeds and growing plants and providebeautiful destinations where I can get pampered -
tehm with sufficient light and nourishment.All theI love spas!What Is Your Heart's Desire?Do You
doctor's diagnoses lead us further away from thehave time and money to do what You would love
truth that our pain is longing for our true being.to do?Let me share what works for me.
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express our divine beauty in our daily life, becausein 12 different countries, background of anorexia
we are spiritual, divine beings, who are trying toand bulimia. I reveal the way to live balanced,
learn to live in the human world. We are not fallen,healthy, yet abundant life.